I'd fallen into pseudo-love a couple times,
so I thought this one might be the same.
But then this one seems different...
For now I've realized I have the real thing.
It's an irony actually...
They were near and yet they were false.
And now...
He is very far and yet he is so true.
I spent four years to figure out...
They were not the right person for me.
But this one...although it's not even a year,
I find him to be...different.
I must admit...
Sometimes the loneliness does struck me,
and I can do nothing...but...
remembering the wonderful moments I spent with him.
There are not too many memories with him yet,
but they're enough to keep me strong...
to remind me of who he is...
his gentleness and warmth.
I know he's always there for me...at a distance.
I'm so thankful to have someone like him.
There is no other who could fill his shoes.
These things I say
are from the bottom of my heart,
I want him to know
in my life, he is a BIG part.
